Why am I always the one who cares more? Always! I hate it!!! I don’t get how others can just brush it off. I can’t fucking do that. I mean I can go about my day with a happy face but inside I’m like trying to put the pieces back together.
I can’t even lie, I look at other girls a lot in hopes it’ll help me to stop thinking about you, but all I see is you. I see you in all of them, I see you in everything.
I want you
Back to dreaming
I go out almost every night with my one or both my homegirls just to try to keep you off my mind but it never works. I can tell they’re lowkey getting tired of hearing me talk about you, I can’t help it, You stay on my mind all day. I just don’t get it like why’d you leave again and like why do I still want you even after you fucked me up twice.
I guess the heart wants what it wants.
Back to my dreaming
I was falling for you, hoping you would be there. Instead you let me fall and break, now I’m broken beyond repair.